December 2009
6 posts
2009 SUCKED!
before 2009 me and my amazing friends always talked about how “GAY” 2009 was going to be compared to the amazing 2008 =) i wish i took that into serious consideration because this year was quite frankly the worst year of my life. from my dad passing away, to dealing with anxiety and depression, to dropping out of school (willy p) and feeling like a complete failure, the relationship...
i dont enjoy the fact that i get left out of awesome moments with friends because my mom likes to feel controlling. she should get married to fidel castro. its only right. im 19 years old being treated like im 12 its kinda ridiculous at this point.
doesnt matter what day, time, year it is Cute Is What We Aim For always takes me back to when i first started going to concerts and warped tour 07. and when i was first getting into this music scene where i had my own taste of music and not following what was on the radio or what anyone else was singing. CIWWAF always gets me into a good mood =) im sure Danielle would agree with me right...
its one of those nights...
one of those nights where everything seems to cave in on me. where all my scars become fresh wounds again. where my mind wanders and i cant seem to catch up to settle myself down. when i realize that i cant call my dad to say i love you and hear him say it back. where i miss the relationship i had with my mother. when i realize how much shes hurt me and doesnt even know it. when i feel selfish for...
things i want to buy ASAP.
1. 32” flat screen tv.
2. PS3 with BLU-RAY =)
3. Flip Video Camera.
cant wait for xmas season to be over so i can just buy these things!!!!
my music taste has changed so much in the past couple years/months. i mean this time 2 years ago it was all about BOYS LIKE GIRLS and WE THE KINGS. but now its PAPER ROUTE and TEGAN AND SARA its amazing. like this music is SO good and I ignored it before. i have no regrets to the music i used to fiend over, cause every time i hear those oldies it brings me back to high school, or summer 08 at the...